Why am I always the last to know. Pam Ann id freaking amazing. Word of warning, the second clip after the jump is not safe for work.
Posted by Edd at 15.10.07
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Wednesday
GI Jonny.
Posted by Edd at 10.10.07
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Im still struggling with the whole no smoking thing. Ive decided to treat myself to a new laptop, with all this money ill no doubt be saving.
Ive never had a macbook before, so if any u guys or gals have please let me know if their worth it, else Ill stick with a trused Dell, although it has to be said a Dell doesn't ooze as much sex as a Mac.
Ive also seen a really cool watch from you guessed it. Its an old BBC test card, and its D&G, can something be any more perfect. Now I just need to work out a way of getting my hands on $2000+ up front to pay for this shit.
Posted by Edd at 10.10.07
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Tuesday
Moan.
I cant even begin to tell you how much I hate my life right now (again). Firstly Im trying to quit the cigs again. Day three and although Im rather together and collected I feel fucking angry - with myself, my family, society, the makers of Ferrero Rocher (for scrapping the Ambasaders reception) America as a whole, Britney and Mugabe (both have commited terrible crimes - one against fashion the other against humanity, ill let you decide who did what), and the guy who invented tobacco, oh yeah that was God (evil bastard), dont give me that you make your own path garden of edan forbidden apple bulshit. You name it, I hate it, especially Perez fucking Hilton- when did it become OK to be fat AND a bitch.
I tell you Im so angry I could crush a kitten in my bear hands.
What I dont hate is smoking, I fucking love smoking, ok I love to hate smoking, oh fuck it who am I kidding, I actually love cigarettes, that feeling you get as you inhale a deep mouthful of smoke and you feel it soothing your throat as you inhale is absolute heaven. Cancers a bitch though, so is spending $5000 a year on my habit. That $5k would be much better spent on shoes. Why must I quit, why cant I just be richer, I mean I honestly couldnt give a rats ass about my so called "health".
Then theres my alcohol dependency. Yes its true, I drink therefore I am. I blacked out for 6 hours on saturday night. Its not the first time its happened. There is a lot of my life missing due to alcohol, some of it for the best, some of it through boredom and some through pain.
Ive not had a drink or cigarette since Saturday, and you know what Im soo fucking bored and irritable, if you hadnt already guessed.
This doesnt mean I going tee total, just cutting back on the booze. Id rather remember every last minute of my misery.
I could go on, and believe me I will when I recover but right now the nicotine withdraw is making my fingers and arms throb like a bitch and I think Im going to be sick.
Right now, if a steam roller rolled toward me, I honestly could not be bothered to move. Hell, I ordered soup today because I couldn't even be bothered to chew.
Posted by Edd at 9.10.07
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Saturday
Jelissa Jaconi
The ever fabulous Jelissa Jaconi Now Im not normally a fan of pop, but I have to say this song is a definate grower, its already stuck in my head, which let me tell you ain't a bad thing and I hope, no damit I demand to see some fierce dirty electro remixes hitting the scene very soon.